that part in Clouds where Louis sings “someday you’re gonna see the things that I see you’re gonna want the air that I breathe you’re gonna wish you never left me” reblog if you agree
The fact that this Melissa Nathan is the same Melissa Nathan who used to be one of Simon Cowell’s publicists, and that one of the alleged text messages between her and Justin Baldoni allegedly plotting against Blake Lively is “You know we can bury anyone"… gives a lot to think about.
i feel so fucking bad i dont even know what to say. so many thoughts and feelings and none of them good enough to write out. all of it hurts so bad and is so sad and i just want my boys to be okay. im so scared
It just… it wasn’t supposed to go this way. He was supposed to get the help he deserved and recover. They were supposed to eventually get back together and rob us all (happily, of course) blind of our life savings for their reunion tour tickets. I was supposed to be able to see him in person, bounding around stage, singing his harmonies and verses, doing mic flips, saying “sing it” and reading silly fan signs. He had so much more life left! He had so much more to do!
This isn’t fair! It isn’t right! This shouldn’t have happened! It wasn’t supposed to be like this.
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“ Teenagers scare the living shit out of me. [x]
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